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Shahad Dahlan's avatar

I was fine until my eyes began to drown in tears after I read this.!!!

ontological intifada's avatar

awww thank you so much for reading though! sending you love <3

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Habibti 🫂🥹

RESIST | FIGHT's avatar

Your lines feel stripped down and unguarded. There’s no performance in them — just exposure.

That image of giving your heart to “anyone with an ear / with an eye” carries a kind of exhaustion and defiance at the same time. It reads like someone who refuses to go numb, even knowing the cost.

And that closing movement — the yellow fog, the hollow men — it lingers. It doesn’t shout. It settles.

If this is the direction you’re moving in, it’s sharp. It holds.

ontological intifada's avatar

thank you for reading! i head in all directions, really.

tre peperoncini's avatar

Thank-you, that was intense;

I stopped breathing with the first line, though I was anxious to finish and breath again, you made me crawl, was it hypoxia , the shortness of breath, the increased heart beat, when I reached the end , breathed again, the dizziness remained, now I, the deaf a mute, the blind beggar, ask , is this the way the world ends, not with a bang , but a whimper from T S Eliot?

ontological intifada's avatar

yep, TS Elliot and the Cure :)

tre peperoncini's avatar

and The Cure, an interesting influence. like I said it was intense, well done. thank-you for sharing it.

Any thoughts Dylan Thomas and The Clash?

ontological intifada's avatar

was never much into Dylan Thomas (Wallace Stevens, TS Elliot, Sylvia Plath)

but i do like the Clash!

i often have Guns of Brixton in my head these days.

Ruth Wilkin's avatar

Bleak, but meaningful.......sadly.

Our world has lost reality and there are no enduring values. The 'robot arm' is the future. How did we, human beings, allow this to happen??

I don't understand our depraved, rapidly changing world anymore and maybe i don't want to so that i can preserve my sanity.

ontological intifada's avatar

thank you for reading! i agree that the robot arm is the most disturbing part :)

Kate's avatar

Breathtaking.

ontological intifada's avatar

aww thank you for reading! <3